Sunday, June 29, 2025

June ?

                                       Fanno Creek Wetlands watermedia on Yupo 17x21 inches


 It`s tiresome to complain about the speed of time, but honestly, what happened to June? Well, I think war might have claimed a lot of my focus. Not Pride which is the usual mental motif in June. With maximum mean spirited visibility, the US Navy under Donald Trump, stripped a naval carrier of its name, the USNS  Harvey Milk. Milk was a man who served his country as a naval officer and then became the first elected openly gay man in California politics. Now his pioneering civil rights work is not thought worthy of the honor. 

To no ones surprise, the Southern Baptist Convention called for the overturning of same sex marriage. Fundamentalist faiths everywhere start their indoctrination early. The SBC introduces shame and fear of sexuality from the get go. Kids who may have noticed they were somehow different, will internalize that as 'wrong'. Dark warnings about deviant sexuality and its damnation begin in Sunday School and undermine the chances for  a healthy sexuality later. Now they come for the marriages of those who escaped such nonsense into freedom. I have some experience with this massive group and its joyless beliefs. Dancing and playing cards are frowned upon, you can imagine the rest of their curriculum. Why do most religions treat human sexuality with complete disrespect? This most vital and powerful of all human energies is not recognized for its complexity and nuance, resulting in disastrous conflict and ruined lives. We see this in the news all the time.


                                                           photo by Atila Kisbenedek

[edit 6-29] The banned Gay Pride Parade yesterday in Budapest!

The Supreme Court of my country announced yesterday that parents may legally 'opt out' of allowing their children to even hear of families with two dads or two mothers. I finally believe that in spite of public approval and fear of legal mayhem, this Supreme Court is entirely capable of invalidating my marriage. Along with many thousands of others. It has become a Republican kangaroo court.



 This is why I protest. I`m a newcomer to street demonstrations and I have found them welcoming, reassuring and even fun. So I was in Tigard, part of a nationwide group of 7 million. No Kings!  I`m thinking we may need to get even louder. National one day strikes, targeted boycotts, bigger demonstrations that actually impede something... I`m not sure what else. With the lower courts now hampered, these right wing nut jobs running the government are going to feel unleashed.






 I`ll stop now








 Life can be gloomy these days with democracy on the ropes. Now is a good time to paint the house! Something cheerful! It worked!




 Fellow Oregonians, visitors and tourists, do not miss out on Smith Rocks State Park. It only took me 32 years to make the two and a half hour drive from my home. The park is small but it`s like a chunk of Utah was dropped into our high desert. And it even has  many young people scaling up those mountainsides! What the hell are they thinking? I completely lack the daredevil gene. The place is stunning and absolutely sublime in mid-May.

 Because of the damage they can do to their communities, we avoid Air BNBs at all cost. But sometimes there isn`t a suitable alternative. So we stayed outside of Redmond on a sheep farm in a tiny house. I`ve always wanted to see one up close and this one was a great example. Though we never met her, the owner of this vacation unit thought of EVERYTHING. I have never seen so much intelligence in such a small space. We enjoyed everything but entering the sleeping loft which had to be accessed by crawling on your belly. Very little headroom but a nice little window at the foot of the bed for breezes and somehow we managed to sleep like dogs. From the outside it looks as big as a tool shed.









 On the way home we stopped in Camp Sherman and walked along the Metolious. What a magic river.



 The honors keep coming. The founder of Feedspot, Anuj Agarwal, wrote me to say a panel had deemed my blog Painter`s Process, the one you`re reading right now, the fifth best Landscape Bog out of 60. The list is here. No matter who is doing it, it`s always nice to be acknowledged. Thank you Anuj! The fact that anyone reads it pleases me. Thanks to all you little people! 



                                           The Edge of the Forest oil on canvas 30x24 inches


I think this is my last oil painting for a while.



                                                             watercolor collage 6x18 inches


                                                           watercolor collage 19x14.5 inches


                                                         watercolor collage 11x8 inches


                                                      watercolor collage 26x20 inches



This is what has my attention right now, watercolor collage. They grab me and don`t let go. It`s a strange sort of trapped experience. Here are some that I was just toying with for ideas. They don`t exist now yet they excite me too;
























The humble, simple, extravagant iris. Every year, there they are without needing much of anything.








 The photographer, Alejandro Cartagena, stood on an overpass in Mexico and photographed workers on the way to their job sites. This practical means of transportation has now been documented with charm.




  Descension is the most beautiful, recent public artwork that I can think of. The artist, Anish Kapoor, works at such a masterful level. His provocative projects always have an insistent sensuality to them  Easy to understand and popular. He is the sculptor of the Bean on Chicagos waterfront. Of course its actual title is the much more poetic; 'Cloud Gate'.

Here is a video with the artist, his other works and Descension.





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Sunday, April 27, 2025

Spring 25

                                                  Runoff watercolor on Yupo 22x40 inches


Finally, I may have learned some patience. This had an intensive yet disappointing beginning. I set it out of the way but where I could see it and eventually knew what I wanted from it. Just a little time is somehow all it takes. Usually I feel so invested I can`t stop and often grind the painting down into submission. So unnecessary. A little light, fresh air and some space for the subconscious to make sense of things. Spring is when the temperate rainforest seems most alive. All the moss, lichen and ferns provide a gorgeous setting for the new grasses, leafy trees and wildflowers. Suddenly the landscape wakes up and all of April is explosive with new life. I wanted to suggest that energy.









 For the first time since working on George McGovern`s doomed campaign for president in 1972, I attended a political rally. It seems crazy that the most potent form of protest is to just be a body in somewhere particular, so as to be counted. If that`s what it takes to be 'heard', I can do that. Though I`ve disliked crowds all my life, if being a part of one can help my country, ok.
Never have I been so disgusted with my government and furious with the Trump voters. We saw nothing but chaos and ineptitude for four years, merely four years earlier. So as the president betrays our long time allies and friends, destroys whole departments in the civil service, crashes the economy out of ignorance, and practices cruel and illegal deportations, those 77 million voters have a lot to answer for.




 Maybe the worst betrayal has been the reversing of American policy toward Ukraine in its defensive war of survival. The ambush of president Zelenski at a 'press conference' was the most cowardly and outrageous display I`ve ever seen from any president. I am so ashamed to be American right now. 
And don`t get me started about Canada. CANADA!! For god`s sake, if anyone is our friend it`s Canada! Absolutely unacceptable! The analysis I read was of the goal to cripple their economy so American business could buy Canadas natural resources for cheap. It`s all about winners and losers with the kids now running the country, with Russia given everything Putin wants. This is treason.


                                              [ artist unknown, please inform me if you know]

 We will not see the likes of this man again anytime soon. A Christian that acts like Christ. 
Having been raised Catholic [AND Southern Baptist!] I have plenty of objections with the church. Starting with the official teaching on homosexuality. Yet he showed grace and deference to the reality of this minority. Took risks in accepting us. He believed us when we say it`s just who we are, always have been. Easter weekend I was encouraged he had made it through his double pneumonia. I was sick with pneumonia too and thought if he could do it, I`m going to be fine. Then he gets the visit from our vice president and boom! he`s gone!
 88 is a good long lifetime but there are just some people I want more from. Just for the pleasure of their personality.
My illness came out of nowhere, not from covid or either flu strain. My guess is allergies somehow. I`m on the mend and sleeping a lot. 



                                                  Les Deux Magots by Eddie Greenly


 I met Eddie Greenly at an open studio many years ago. He bought a painting, we liked each other. Eddie is now 86 and still photographing. A couple of years ago, a familiar handyman was working under Eddie`s kitchen sink. Eddie asked him if he knew any hot old ladies? The guy slides out from where he`s working and says 'yes, she lives three blocks away'. Introductions are made and the two fell in love. This willingness to take a chance has my deepest respect. Eddie and I lost touch for a couple of years, so when we reconnected he wanted me to meet Margaret. She had been a nurse so I knew I would like her.
She was also a maniac creator. Totally obsessed with making quilts and maintaining her extensive garden. A complete love.

                                                               by Margaret Fortsch

Her talented late husband was a surgeon and also a sculptor;


                                                     Lifeforce by Byron Fortsch Sr. 


                                               Winter Scene by Margaret Fortsch [quilt]

 When people find each other despite great odds, it is so encouraging.




                                                                       by R. Crumb

This is pretty much John since his retirement.









 This is Sabino Canyon north of Tucson. We wanted to go somewhere sunny to celebrate John`s retirement. This Oregon native has to have sunshine or he will perish. We arrived at daybreak and soon a huge horde of physically fit elders kitted up with day packs, water bottles, snake bite kits and snacks converged on the canyon. It was sort of shocking, we expected a quiet hike.
Our travels have a pattern; We visit parks and botanical gardens, art museums, galleries and try to eat the best possible local food. Success on all accounts plus we went to the aviation museum;






                                                        Tucson Botanical Garden above


                                            Tucson Aviation Museum! They had everything including
                                  space capsules. The scale of some of these specialized aircraft
                                 was enormous. Well worth a visit.







                                                         paintings by Rafael Collazo


At the Tucson Art Museum there was a beautiful show of work by Rafael Collazo, a Puerto Rican artist I was unfamiliar with. The paintings were dense with symbols, representational elements and painted in an expressive manner. He was articulate too, read the quote above. Unfortunately he died from AIDS in 1990, one of many artists lost in that horror.

We also had a sweet visit with an old friend and collector. She`s 85 yet resilient, funny and positive. I watch people like this, I want to thrive in my old age. Show me how you do it.

 


My video is HERE. The demonstration was done via Zoom while in conversation with the artist Marji Thompson [above], a coach at Art2life. I haven`t watched it yet, I probably will with the audio muted.



More work!;

                                           Rainforest Winter watercolor on Yupo 26x20 inches


                                            Catalan Coast watermedia on yupo 20x14 inches


                                               Riverbank watercolor on Yupo 26x20 inches


                                              Easter Grasses watercolor collage 12x9 inches


                                             Sabino Canyon [WIP] watercolor 14x11 inches


                                              Spring Copse watercolor on yupo 14x11 inches




                                                                  Coney Island 1940






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